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What I’ve been thinking and doing: 2009-06-30

  • I now have an easy-to-remember Facebook page name: http://facebook.com/SisterHelenPrejean. #
  • I also have a “personal” page on Facebook. Its address is http://www.facebook.com/sisterhelen. Anyone else find profiles & pages confusing? #
  • Hearings are being held in California today about proposed changes to execution protocols to allow executions to resume after 3-year hiatus. #
  • I say to California officials: Keep the window to the death chamber open. Make the torture and killing transparent. http://bit.ly/nYBvW #
  • @emtekolste I am currently visiting an innocent man in Angola. Manuel Ortiz. 16 years on death row and counting for a crime he didn’t do. #
  • @sacredactivist Death Penalty Focus of CA has ideas for action around re-priming of state’s death engines. http://www.deathpenalty.org #

Keep the window to the death chamber open

Letter to CA Department of Corrections
June 26, 2009

To: Mr. Timothy Lockwood
Chief of CDCR  Regulation and Policy Management

Regarding Proposed Amendments to Title 15, Article 7.5, Sections 3349

Dear Mr. Lockwood,

All of my remarks about the proposed amendments to the lethal injection protocol center around this theme: Keep the window open. Make the torture and killing transparent.

Sadly, it is the personal experience I have had of accompanying six human beings to their deaths at the hand of the state that urges me to give this testimony.

KEEP THE WINDOW OPEN as the execution team goes about strapping down the person to be killed and as they insert the intravenous lines, including cut downs that may be necessary if there is difficulty in finding a suitable vein.

KEEP THE WINDOW OPEN during the administration of the poisonous chemicals and as the person is dying as well as after the person has been killed, as the medical professional verifies the death and as the corpse is put into a body bag and removed. Do not conceal any part of the killing process, and do not hide the identity of the personnel who carry out the killing, including the medical personnel. If we feel no need to protect the identity of legislators who have enacted death as punishment on the statute books or district attorneys who seek and secure death sentences, or juries who sentence people to die or judges who pronounce sentence, why do we hide the identity of those who carry out the killing, including those who concoct and administer the lethal chemicals and the medical personnel who supervise the proceedings?

KEEP THE WINDOW OPEN TO THE MEDIA so the citizens can witness the killings done in their name and which, perhaps, they themselves have called for. Through media coverage let legislators see the killings they have desired and mandated into law, and require district attorneys who procured the death sentences to witness the killing they sought.

DO NOT KEEP OUR EYES FROM SEEING THE DEATH AGONY of the person being killed by use of a paralytic drug. Are you aware that in hearings about lethal injection, veterinarians have testified that in the euthanasia of animals they no longer use paralytic agents because such drugs prevent them from seeing if the animal is in distress as they are dying? Use of a paralytic agent in the killing of a human being may be the most cowardly act of all. Its sole purpose is to hide the death agony from the eyes of those who witness the death. What if, for whatever reason, the sleeping barbiturate does not take effect? What if those being killed at our hands are fully conscious but, because of paralysis, are unable to move a finger or cry out as the potassium chloride burns through their veins and convulses their heart? If these killings are legitimate and legal, why do we take such pains to shield ourselves from seeing the agony they necessarily entail? The curtain that must be removed is not only the curtain on the window of the execution chamber at San Quentin, it is the curtain masking our own hearts toward these killings of our citizens, which we claim to want, yet are so reluctant to face.

I wrote the books, Dead Man Walking and The Death of Innocents, and give talks around this nation to bring people face to face with state-sanctioned killing and what it does to us all. May my testimony advance the day when the great state of California will forever consign to a museum the instruments and policies and protocols of state killing that we address today.

Sister Helen Prejean, csj

What I’ve been thinking and doing: 2009-06-27

  • The nuns here at San Benito, WY, where I am writing this summer, make marvelous soaps, salves, lotions and more. http://bit.ly/sTBUF #

A little monastery business

The Benedictine nuns here at San Benito, where I am writing, make marvelous soaps, salves, lotions, and a mosquito repellent with only healthy herbs – and candles and photo cards of wildflowers in the Big Horn Mountains. Selling their products helps the Sisters support themselves.

You’ll find all their stuff online. Group orders welcome.

What I’ve been thinking and doing: 2009-06-25

  • Writing these last few days has been a slog. Trying to bring reader into seismic shifts of consciousness brought to Catholics by Vatican II. #

Thinking about a friend

Amazing how much you learn about yourself when you go back and trace how you got to be a cogent, confident self.

Early on I realized I couldn’t make it as a celibate nun without a close friend. The first great gift of friendship in my life was Sister Christopher. I realized you have to work at friendship. It doesn’t just happen. Chris and I cultivated our friendship like a garden – weeding, planting, tilling the soil, and wasting time, giving hunks of time to being together.

Sometimes writing is a slog

Writing the book these last few days have been slogging days. Trying to bring the reader into the seismic shifts of consciousness brought to Catholics by Vatican Council II, which means I’m into stacks of books, refreshing my mind on content. Then, the challenge to keep my book from being “bookish,” and that’s where fresh, lived experience comes in.

In a few short years I went from being a nun who relied on authorities to direct my life’s work and all I had to do was to be obedient… then the realization that the self of me had to search, to discern, and then to choose work from the needs of people. It was their suffering, their pain that enkindled my conscience, my heart and mind to respond.

What I’ve been thinking and doing: 2009-06-23

  • People of Iran are close in my heart & prayer. My heart takes fire from the young people risking their lives to help a new nation come. #

Annie, the monastery dog

Annie, the monastery dog, is moping around and is scared to go outside. Dayton, Wyoming has been getting a lot of thunderstorms rolling over the Big Horn Mountain Range right at our back door. It’s the thunder that gets to her, makes her cower inside Sister Josetta’s room.

Because of the long-standing drought in the area, everyone else here in Wyoming welcomes the rain that the storms bring. The pastures are green, green, and the Little Tongue River that runs through the monastery grounds is swollen and roaring.

Near it is a screened-in gazebo where I go to write, and Annie usually runs ahead to show me the way.  But not these days, not until the hot weather sets in and there’s no chance of these loud and scary storms. I try to explain to her that it’s the lightning she’s got to watch out for, not the thunder, but I can’t seem to get through to her. I can barely coax her across the yard for a weenie treat, that’s how scared she is, because she just loves weenies (so do I).

“We did not surrender to despotism”

I am following the people of Iran in their struggle for democracy closely in my heart and prayer these days. My heart takes fire from the young people risking their lives to help a new nation come.

Take young Neda Agha Soltan, killed by a single bullet this past Saturday, her killing caught on video for all the world to see. Young people writing their souls online. One student saying “I will participate in the demonstrations tomorrow. Maybe I’ll be killed. I’m listening to all my favorite music. I even want to dance to a few songs…I write these words for the next generation so they know we did not surrender to despotism.”